For old times sake

If we get a chance to go back to the night we met, would you want to do it all over again? Because I think I would.


I would hold your hand a little longer. I would let the alarm ring while you were wrapped around my arms. I would stare a whole lot more while you sang. I would steal a few more comforting glances and smiles. I would stay on the call a whole lot longer. I wouldn’t let sleep or time or circumstances spoil a beautiful moment. I would hold my tongue when I was angry, and I would love you a little harder even when I hated you. I would have asked for more sunrises, sunsets and long drives. I would have heard all the playlists you made and let you read all the letters I wrote you but never sent. I would take the whole wide world and move it to spend a day with you.

Would you do the same if you met me for the first time again? Or would you rather turn away and leave?

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